Intimate Minds Sensual Vision

The beginning is always the hardest part. So many thoughts racing overhead not knowing the start from the finish. But the feeling is all that remains. Lingering like a plume of smoke in an enclosed room.
Yearning for you like I'm dreaming of air.
Thinking, contemplating, fantasizing.
Wanting to see your face, which sparkles like a star filled night with the moon glistening through mu window. Your sight magical
Your smile illuminating my very eyes, giving me that glorious feeling.
The constant scent of your J. Cherry Blossom filling my nostrils, intoxicating my lungs.
grasping your body the sweet curves engulfing my hands like the perfect object, I hold on.
Gently caressing your smooth brown skin, beautiful as a supreme sculpture, a visual masterpiece.
Skin touching mine, the warmth smothering my nerve end, enticing my every sensation.
Being blinded by your clothes, though nice, slowly removed.
Tangling my lips to your flesh, tasty, irresistible.
The thought of stopping erased.
Going from top to bottom, embracing your heartbeat.
Knowing your every spot, thrilling your every sensation.
Fighting the urge to stop, i press on, grasping the title, making you understand my every reason to hold it a surprise.
Going in your body heat escalating, your sweet moans speeding my hearts pace.
Going and going pleasing your every need and desire.
Taking each other to ecstasy, we both feel the extravagance of this time we have.
Waking to see you next to me is one of my only driving forces.
Being only the things that dance a party on my brain. Anxiety building, craving for you only growing stronger...
Only wanting you.

Words to a woman

the glowing white moon began to turn dark with the shadow of the earth, then hints of copper emerged covering the corners of the moon making it seem like an eye watching humanity in all its trials and tribulations.

wise words from a young man have cleared a veil of deceit for the truth to be revealed, no longer staining the mind, now all that is to be done is to set forth and start a new, with a clear head, and willing heart so someone worthy of obtaining it shall appear and create a level of joy and prosperity for ages

Who shall this traveler be? maybe the one set to be beside you is closer that it seems. hold fast for time will grant itself right when your knight in shining armor will bask in your beauty. and he will treat you like the goddess that you are.

New Beginnings

The time has drifted away
stirring daily to nothing but negativity
pushing happiness into my very being
growing more tired
yearning for that peace
the comfort long sought after
only momentarily obtaining
getting the blame for almost every and anything
i grow more and more tired
my level of disdain for this mundane life
reaching is limit
finally a release
the words were spoken and my world felt shattered
i grabbed the hands of despair and thought only of it
and how i can make the changes
to everything now thrown at me
i persevered
only to land myself BACK into the pit of snakes
again my upward strive started rolling downhill
yet you were there through it all
guiding me
now im here
starting fresh in this area outside my comfort zone
what will my future hold?
so far joy and pleasure which i longed for
yet another has come along in the midst of all this
feeling complete now unfinished
venturing off not bringing you with me
but i hold a piece of you with me at all times
and i hope you do the same
craving to be your knight in shining armor
so one day you can indulge yourself in joy
just as i am now
beginning a new life
yet keeping hints of your old persona
not wanting you to change
even if the world came to an end
Id want you beside me sharing it
feeling the warmth
embracing the truth
with these new beginnings

Wander

When the mind begins to wander
where do the thoughts that induce confusion come from?
The chest
the thing that binds the mind
the circuitry sending messages to all the wrong places
crisscross wiring composing a symphony of corrosion
making the senses fail
corrupting the main system of things
shortening the life span of the CPU
frying the motherboard inside
eating the ram
dismantling the the video card altering the vision
the hands typing this going numb
i only wish for one thing
the anti-virus to solve the issue of this virus
like a trojan horse, entering so nicely
and implanting your seed of destruction
with every piece i try to remove
you grab hold of another trying to stay in
but i wont let you
hacking my terminal attempting to stay
intending to upset me
but here i go pressing the cleanse button
getting rid of you
restoring to my original state
protecting myself against another attack
so you never return to infect me
putting a password on my incoming traffic line
filtering my processes terminating you
and defragmenting all the unwanted things about you
begone i do not want you...yet...

QuikNote1

with the constant vibe
the melodic boom from the bass
the chime of the synths
to the incesant cry of the voice
I can't seem to distance myself
how do i make my way out?
life the endless waiting job
busy running to and from tables
not remembering to stop and breathe
not notice the small changes
over filling the plate
where do you begin?
always standing in the same places
always seeing a new face
the tall, the short
the long to little
being enticed by the many
and i mean many different arromas
well my time is up
there goes my NYC train ride

The Crave

If there were different options
I'd take em
on this exam only given
A, B, C, and D sometimes E
what about the other choices?
what about those dicisive factors
where not everything is set in stone?
standing at the fork in the road
having to choose either A or B
trying to go down the middle
but feverishly blocked by myself
trying to live how i want to live
but pulled to one side for others views
trying to please their aspirations
neglecting my own
but no more
what the heart craves the mind destroys
getting too held onto i brush it off
then realizing my fault
retaliate on myself the abuse deserved
cut away the ties that bind me to this thing
the one consistantly driving thing
plauguing my very existance
forcibly scorning it
disregarding all attention it seeks
daily throwing it into limbo
not wanting it to achieve its desire
crippling you i begin to wonder why do it?
Solitude is my minds ambition
While the lust of my heart wants the silhouette
standing beside me...

Thought Clarity 1

This clouds that fill my head right now are almost intoxicating
thoughts upon thoughts with no solid solution
solution upon solution ever so eluding me
this isn't just another piece with things that run through my head
these are the thoughts that plague my mind
tormenting me on a daily basis
6 weeks till the end of things
where do i begin to prepare for the end?
what in the hell am i going to do once everything is completely set in stone?
why does this have to happen to me right now when things are lookin up for me?
Sigh...
Fuck...
you kno what, i think it should be good for me though
Hmmm...
School, god i wish i didnt have to go back, lord knows all i wanna do is just work
Work heavens i hate it but love it...just not one of them that i have now
how you gimme shit, then try to kiss my ass to kiss your ass?!
really?! thats what we do now?
damn...all the ppl that mainly mattered to me is now about to be left behind
and the things that i know and figure as normal are about to change
i'm goin to miss the faces, places and memories i have here, and im goin to have to find and make new ones?
ehh too much work, maybe ill just become a loner...
maybe ill find some way to actually open up when things start over
maybe i wont
Shit...
why can't my head finally get clear?
why do i not care much anymore?
Damnit...eff it im jus gonna leave with a blast, gonna lose people that i could care less about
gonna strengthen those that i do
and those in the middle...
yea those are gonna be shown the gray zone and get themselves filtered out
So this is jus a fraction of all things runnin through my head, for now ill end this, mayb my nxt post will be sumthin more interesting

Bullet out...