If there were different options
I'd take em
on this exam only given
A, B, C, and D sometimes E
what about the other choices?
what about those dicisive factors
where not everything is set in stone?
standing at the fork in the road
having to choose either A or B
trying to go down the middle
but feverishly blocked by myself
trying to live how i want to live
but pulled to one side for others views
trying to please their aspirations
neglecting my own
but no more
what the heart craves the mind destroys
getting too held onto i brush it off
then realizing my fault
retaliate on myself the abuse deserved
cut away the ties that bind me to this thing
the one consistantly driving thing
plauguing my very existance
forcibly scorning it
disregarding all attention it seeks
daily throwing it into limbo
not wanting it to achieve its desire
crippling you i begin to wonder why do it?
Solitude is my minds ambition
While the lust of my heart wants the silhouette
standing beside me...
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