Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Rediscovery

The wonders that stroll through my consciousness
When I open my mouth there are no words
Just my mind spewing my imagination
Through trials I gain inspiration
In faults I see marvels
Do I confuse you?
For in this mind there is good and evil
You say I inspire
All I do is give your ideas a face lift
You say I motivate you
All I do is give your motif a jump start
Some say I captivate
I only release a mental picture of my depth
Always hungry for more
Eating darkness and nurturing the light
Those of you who think lowly of me
Continue to do so
For Karma floats both ways
The more you dislike me
The more you shun me
The more you vindicate me. . .
I grow more and more creative
I grow more and more vigilant
I grow more and more Fortified. . .
So now that you have entered my realm
And at this end of this piece. . .
Where can you feel your mind going?

The Matters Of You

Do you realize
That from beginning to end
The gift that is there to be give
Will never be received
From time to time
I have conspired against myself
Dedicated myself
To myself
Through this veil of deception
Deceiving myself
Cutting myself with this invisible razor
Stubbing my toe on the curb of life
You don't trip into my mind
Only a topic of my life when I'm pissed
You are the reason I don't believe in L
Yet never wanting to let you go
I contain you like a hyperactive child
Smother you in the dark depths of life
Writing about L in the physical sense
Is not what this is
I'm going on about the heart. . .
My heart. . .
This love hate relationship we share
When calm and steady I find it the best
When racing not pacing itself
I wish to show you great disrespect
But since I'm yours and you're mine
I can only give you the best
So who will be worthy of obtaining you?

Summer Epiphony

Cool breeze
Shuddery nights
Rolling over wishing my arm touched you
Where are you?
Of course your not there
Twas only a dream
With eyes closed a fantasy
What would it take to make you a reality?
This way I'm feeling I wonder
Could you feel even remotely close?
Hmm. . .
The things going through my head
I don't feel like I have a space in yours
maybe I do. . .
Time shall tell
if I could wake to see yours face
That I would actually give you my heart
Since I don't want to give it to anyone else. . .
My dream girl.