The End of The Beginning

Where to start. . .
How about the end?
When things seemed bleak
You were always there
Not like a haunting spirit
But an encouraging one
Where my memory failed
Yours persevered
Through all the hard times
The times
Always reliable
The ONLY person i could count on
So where are you?
On vacation you say
For how long?
Like a deer in the headlights
I have no idea what to do. . .
With all these temptations
With all these decisions
How do i siphon through them?
Feeling incomplete
I wonder if I can do it all alone
Yes. . .I have to. . .
With the veil off my eyes
Making my own choices
I don't just have to be strong
I NEED to be
At 21 I HAVE to be man enough
Man enough to deal with all
All that is thrown at me
So if this is a farewell
All I can say is thank you
It was fun
All the things that were blurry
you put in high res
So yes I think I will say farewell
I appreciate all you did for me
All the things you carried me through
I'll try to keep you handle intact
Farewell Bullet
Giving me back full control
I'll be a careful dude
The dude I'm supposed to be. . .
Rich

The Throw Off

The Invisible becomes visible
As i play with these words
Like Tetris everything falling into place
I see through the lies
Nullify the pain
Bypass the anger
I sit and watch my movie with all the memorable parts
For I am the director you can never shoot me
Your lives are in my palms my cute play things
As master of my trade i direct your outcome
And produce your emotion
Oh wait you didn't know you were part of my cast?
With all the suspense and drama I thought you knew!
Running my film with these hidden cameras called my eyes
Showing the world your lucrative ways
What makes you think signing the dotted lines mattered?
Thoughts of you filled my script
Then disappeared into the dark abyss
For I KNOW thoughts of me do not exist
So here is my first step Acceptance,
You shall be cut from my final print
Step two, letting go on your managers connection
So you can no longer reach me
Now I wait for the new star of my movie to appear.

THE 500TH ESSENTIAL MIX!

Welcome again ladies and gentlemen. This week the essential mix is celebrating their 500th set of Dj's playing on the worlds largest DJ tables.

The Dj's that have been selected to play are

"Aeroplane"!

followed by host

"Pete Tong"
"Sasha"
"Richie Hawtin"

NOW this celebration mix is extra amazing because it is quite extended with each DJ doing their own miniset.

Here is a link to listen as well as download this mix as a whole.
http://er7radio.net/

Here is a link to download/listen to each dj separately
http://deepgoa.wordpress.com/2010/04/24/pete-tong-richie-hawtin-sasha-essential-mix-500th-bbc-radio-1-live-circus-liverpool-24-04-2010/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+wordpress%2Fdeepgoa+%28DEEPGOA%27s+Electronic+Sessions%29

Enjoi yourselves till next week where we have "Breakage" coming to the turntables. BYE!

Contemplation

Scientific senses arise
Contemplating my choices
Always forming my life experiments
Looking for the right outcome
I'm no doctor but I know the cure to my sickness
I got this diabetic high and you insolence isn't gonna help me
Circulating my blood pressure to battle a heart attack
I got the perfect prick to sever a main vain
With terminal can I sirs
i lock my doors to keep more therapy
Things used to be fun
Guess I got my antibody experience
Taking shots now giving them
Did you like my shock analysis?
Screaming Doc! and tore it all away
My patient is no more
My hypothesis correct
I can't treat you two more
I'm hanging you my coat
leaving this hospital
I hear the pages for me
But I'm off the clock
Sorry about this nothing personal
It's just time to discover those who need my attention.

Dying

Catch phrase of the year
Seeing all the different ways
Don't take my words literal
Just know that if your dying I'm gonna laugh
I'm looking at all the fakes with a smile
Life ain't hunky dory
But you're being a curious cat
The grass ain't greener
You skipping back and forth
Like a scratched CD
If you try to play my song
It's not gonna work
Sitting with my mind burning like a wild fire
This pen and paper are my extinguisher
What troubled me and fueled this
Is going no further like Smokey The Bear
Your dying! with those loud obnoxious actions
And the only thing getting burnt in the end is you
Now fall like a tree getting bulldozed by my words
And keep dying away cause I'm not resuscitating youDamn your dyin'

The Shadow

While sitting in this dark
Playing this set wondering
What really comes to me?
The inspiration that protrudes my mind
Boggles the ones around me
Stories in stories
Sipping my poison
The mind of this youth run a marathon
Spreading this Venom
Like Spider-man's nemesis
Webbing the competition
Eating them all as black widows do
Swinging around this steel city
Waiting for my next prey
Lurking through the night of day
From place to place
the villainous characters waiting for my failure
So why hide in my shadow in broad daylight
Thinking unnoticed with a head full of malice
I throw my screen of smoke and watch you search for me
Unannounced to you this silent knight has been observing
As i disappear back to my darkness
Silently expecting your return so I can cloud your judgment.

Gettin' Out

Seeing the break of day is always a blessing
But what if seeing that next day was surely not guaranteed?
From house to house
Project to project
Slumps to the dumps
What really prevents the breath of tomorrow?
We as a people do so
Who said people from the hood can't make it?
There are many of the few that see the death
Know the crime
Live the truth
And make it. . .
Throwing around these statistics
To shun those that have ideas and dreams
To make something bigger and better
Yet encourage those that don't wish to strive
With all these known things
What's really stopping the mouse from the cheese?