If love gave me wings I don't think I'd fly
If hope gave me dreams they would turn to nightmares
If I had that silver lining I'd watch it turn gray
These are the thoughts of a pessimist
With optimism there is a side to all dark's
That light can shine through all
The only things that shines brighter than out own personal light
Is the shadows of others' views
Their judgment as strangers to your joy
Should not be a factor to fuel our fear
What would be the purpose of saying
"reach forth and grab hold of your dreams"
If only to be ridiculed for achieving them?
So reach forth and don't just break the mold
Destroy the whole thing.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Ferry Corsten Essential Mix
Well this begins the week that I post a new essential mix link every week that one is released. the first link will be the link to the radio station directly so anyone can listen to the mix the second link[s] will be places that you can either download, or download/listen at the same time.
Essential Mixes are purely experimental, completely raw, uncut, uncensored, and just like thay say in the mix "If you may feel offended SWITCH OFF NOW"
So without further reading and waiting here are the links.
Direct listen --> http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b006wkfp
Download and tracklistings --> http://deepgoa.wordpress.com/2010/04/17/ferry-corsten-essential-mix-bbc-radio-1-17-04-2010/
Enjoi the mix. ill post links to all the amazing mixes that are must haves from the past few months.
Essential Mixes are purely experimental, completely raw, uncut, uncensored, and just like thay say in the mix "If you may feel offended SWITCH OFF NOW"
So without further reading and waiting here are the links.
Direct listen --> http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b006wkfp
Download and tracklistings --> http://deepgoa.wordpress.com/2010/04/17/ferry-corsten-essential-mix-bbc-radio-1-17-04-2010/
Enjoi the mix. ill post links to all the amazing mixes that are must haves from the past few months.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Nostrand To Utica
The world is a tricky place
where the sky is blue
and some oceans are green
the chance that something spectacular to happen
are one in a billion
so what makes this piece any different?
the simple fact that one word can change a life
one greeting can make a day
and one departure can tear a heart
for instance friendship
it is one word that is thrown around
and everyone is friends with anyone
but what really makes a friend?
one word
Commitment
this one word can change a life
in the sense that if you become committed
you are expected to almost always be there
just like your senses and your family
but when that commitment is broken
and a heart is torn
where does that leave you?
where the sky is blue
and some oceans are green
the chance that something spectacular to happen
are one in a billion
so what makes this piece any different?
the simple fact that one word can change a life
one greeting can make a day
and one departure can tear a heart
for instance friendship
it is one word that is thrown around
and everyone is friends with anyone
but what really makes a friend?
one word
Commitment
this one word can change a life
in the sense that if you become committed
you are expected to almost always be there
just like your senses and your family
but when that commitment is broken
and a heart is torn
where does that leave you?
Serendipity
Waking daily to bird chirping
Vehicles in motion
Mass transit in full effect
What are the odds?
The odds that the universe spins in your favor?
That one day changed everything
made things so much more profound
The smell of the flowers
The feel of the cool breeze brushing your hair
Your entrancing gaze slowed time
Just as our eyes locked contact
1 second. . .
2 seconds. . .
3 seconds. . .
Just like that everything froze.
Asking your name you graciously
So delicately placed your hand into mine
Reveling something something small and cute
Skin so soft like silk
Voice as quiet as a mouse
and just like that you were gone
Thinking that seeing you again would be right
stumbling into you as abruptly as you left
with no exchange of words
My quest for you only now beginning
but so abruptly cut short
Searching with no results
it was over
Then by some freak occurrence
or a teaser from the skies your name
as simple as it may be
bounced back and forth through my vicinity
This making me wonder what could have been
wanting to begin my search
which so suddenly stopped
but this is no movie
just real life as i sit back
contemplating seeing you
my next Serendipity.
Vehicles in motion
Mass transit in full effect
What are the odds?
The odds that the universe spins in your favor?
That one day changed everything
made things so much more profound
The smell of the flowers
The feel of the cool breeze brushing your hair
Your entrancing gaze slowed time
Just as our eyes locked contact
1 second. . .
2 seconds. . .
3 seconds. . .
Just like that everything froze.
Asking your name you graciously
So delicately placed your hand into mine
Reveling something something small and cute
Skin so soft like silk
Voice as quiet as a mouse
and just like that you were gone
Thinking that seeing you again would be right
stumbling into you as abruptly as you left
with no exchange of words
My quest for you only now beginning
but so abruptly cut short
Searching with no results
it was over
Then by some freak occurrence
or a teaser from the skies your name
as simple as it may be
bounced back and forth through my vicinity
This making me wonder what could have been
wanting to begin my search
which so suddenly stopped
but this is no movie
just real life as i sit back
contemplating seeing you
my next Serendipity.
War Torn Emotions
I went from play thing to playin' things
Makin' moves to clear my insanity
Waking to my future
Glaring at my past wondering why
How things became so perplexed
For my mind ran like a river
My body cried oceans
My eyes dry like deserts
The heart ready to explode
But I repressed it
The invisible emotion that blinded my thinking
Was swept away with one sip of this poison
With the expectation of confessions
to seep from my lips
There were none
With the thought of this liquid falling
From these dry ducts
there were none
With the passing of seasons
secretly sipping my own poison every chance I got
All for what?
Opening the door to the house of L
Years, months, weeks, days
Hours, minutes, seconds...breaths
All taken with no remorse
And what do you do?
Smile as if it were all fun
Joke as if nothing occurred
Everything came in and disappeared
Losing humanity and becoming a black-hole
Anger, fear, joy, sorrow
All touch and go
The crack that was so long desired
Finally obtained
The humanity returned to this creature
And just as fast as you came
You were gone...
"if you care for something let it go and it is meant for you it shall return"
In letting this go, do I wish for your return?
How much more time was I to keep looking through this dirty window?
Clean your eyes before you try to clean the glass
Makin' moves to clear my insanity
Waking to my future
Glaring at my past wondering why
How things became so perplexed
For my mind ran like a river
My body cried oceans
My eyes dry like deserts
The heart ready to explode
But I repressed it
The invisible emotion that blinded my thinking
Was swept away with one sip of this poison
With the expectation of confessions
to seep from my lips
There were none
With the thought of this liquid falling
From these dry ducts
there were none
With the passing of seasons
secretly sipping my own poison every chance I got
All for what?
Opening the door to the house of L
Years, months, weeks, days
Hours, minutes, seconds...breaths
All taken with no remorse
And what do you do?
Smile as if it were all fun
Joke as if nothing occurred
Everything came in and disappeared
Losing humanity and becoming a black-hole
Anger, fear, joy, sorrow
All touch and go
The crack that was so long desired
Finally obtained
The humanity returned to this creature
And just as fast as you came
You were gone...
"if you care for something let it go and it is meant for you it shall return"
In letting this go, do I wish for your return?
How much more time was I to keep looking through this dirty window?
Clean your eyes before you try to clean the glass
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Passing Storm
The day is still
the nights are active
as i sit here
with a fully clouded mind
i play something tranquil
relaxing
hoping to ease my stress
the beat that plays
has me swaying in my seat
then there is silence
as the music takes a momentary break
this quiet is unnerving
my mind goes dark and jumbled
another hidden sound sparks
my ears attention
starring out my window
everything and nothing is moving
this unknown sounds becomes clear
Rain...
most hate this natural occurence
but this to me is relaxing
just like the tranquility you can find
in the spectacular area of Ibiza
things start to dwindle out of mind
like a flooded drain spinning clear
then CRASH a crack of lightening
added to my new mix
The WHIR of the wind blowing
through my barely open window
and a slow
bass like RUMBLE of the thunder
creeps in from the distance
as my eyes close my body drifts away
away to a place that is non-existant
as I float away
into this never filling space
all my thoughts come clear
all my stress disappears
everything dancing around in my head
has now formed a party of lights
and additional sound
moving
jumping
spinning
as this mix continues to play
the climax has arrived
everything stops
the light fades in
the music dims out
darkness of the mind disappears
one man entered
another reappeared
a once fragile being
has become hardened
the conscious mind returns
the rain stops
there is silence
as he grabs his bag and utilities
for the journey
he looks into the mirror once more
only not seeing the what was
but the what is
and continues to the door
of the empty apartment
moving onward and upward
to somethingfar beyond what was.
~Rich B.~ `Bull3t`
the nights are active
as i sit here
with a fully clouded mind
i play something tranquil
relaxing
hoping to ease my stress
the beat that plays
has me swaying in my seat
then there is silence
as the music takes a momentary break
this quiet is unnerving
my mind goes dark and jumbled
another hidden sound sparks
my ears attention
starring out my window
everything and nothing is moving
this unknown sounds becomes clear
Rain...
most hate this natural occurence
but this to me is relaxing
just like the tranquility you can find
in the spectacular area of Ibiza
things start to dwindle out of mind
like a flooded drain spinning clear
then CRASH a crack of lightening
added to my new mix
The WHIR of the wind blowing
through my barely open window
and a slow
bass like RUMBLE of the thunder
creeps in from the distance
as my eyes close my body drifts away
away to a place that is non-existant
as I float away
into this never filling space
all my thoughts come clear
all my stress disappears
everything dancing around in my head
has now formed a party of lights
and additional sound
moving
jumping
spinning
as this mix continues to play
the climax has arrived
everything stops
the light fades in
the music dims out
darkness of the mind disappears
one man entered
another reappeared
a once fragile being
has become hardened
the conscious mind returns
the rain stops
there is silence
as he grabs his bag and utilities
for the journey
he looks into the mirror once more
only not seeing the what was
but the what is
and continues to the door
of the empty apartment
moving onward and upward
to somethingfar beyond what was.
~Rich B.~ `Bull3t`
Thursday, June 11, 2009
thoughts of a young poet
thoughts tht run through the mind all seem so vague in comparison to the reality of life and how inadequate everything and everyone else seems, the only way to live and be alive is to be cold, numb and uncaring...thts how the world is and thts how the disc spins in the player...
though the extremities of our thoughts are not known in the present the idea we carry precede our inevitable fates, things that can be, succeed and things that should be, fail...so why does the minds eye show us our future and the body's actions conflict? in this world of opposite attraction it seems inaccurate to say this as a fact when it is proven to be an opinion.
the days are passing by ever so slowly like the tortoise and the hare, where time is moving ever so slowly and the body is waiting patiently...while the heart is running fast and the mind is speeding through the streets. having the longing for the sight like a baby for its mother, and the touch like a worker with his tools. though my thoughts may confuse, my words clarify and all is good in the end.
as the final hours begin to dwindle down the heart beats faster, the stomach gets light, the mind wanders, the ears don't listen the eye's don't care to see much else but the one desire you have...as you get closer and closer nothing matters but that touch, the sensation and mutual feeling...
twisting and turning, singing and crying, all these things are a model life coming together and drifting apart a part of the circles of attraction, going the extra mile, saying not from the heart...but with the heart...becoming blind to everyone else, and being happy and not only true to them...but true to yourself...now that...is what L is...welcome back L...it's been a while...
living is a part of life and so is dreaming, while sleeping you have those deep passionate fantasies, while day dreams feel like life is moving in every way you want it to. until you snap back a realize that time hasn't gone anywhere, you haven't gone anywhere. so instead of smiling at day dreams wishing time passed even quicker, i'll close my eyes and have my fantasies take control of my mind for a while Est. 7.4.09
welcome to world of L and its uncontrollable urges, when did you first fall in love with hip hop? I been in love with you since the first day I saw you...and I love you still...I was just scared to say so...and I don't wanna just be your friend no more...[Est. 7.4.09]
the clock is ticking, yet nothing is moving. Sitting here eyes closed the mind knows you're far, but the body feels every touch, kiss and breath you breathe...so why open the eyes and forfeit this dream? because in only a short time it will be real [Est. 7.4.09]
3 birds. you let them all go. 1st comes back but u don't care, 2nd confused comes + goes, 3rd u didn't expect back and cherish the most...roughly 36hours to my happiness number 3 [Est. 7.4.09].
metrocard: $4.50, trip to c my gf: $22, food for the weekend: $20-30, havin a great weekend: priceless...[Est. 7.4.09]
ever been in so close and deep that every time ur there nothin can go wrong even if it does...an every time u let go of their hand for thw fateful depart it gets harder an harder...this is the world of L [Est. 7.4.09]
Interesting nite, slow morning, steady afternoon. grabbin more motivation gotta keep in motion bypassing all those watching with failing expectations. what i do expect is to stand ontop of that stage with all the onlookers cheering me on, congratulating me. Shaking that random gentlemans hand seeing you out in the crow...d with a marvelous smile upon your face. . .put both my arms in the air and shed a tear. Graduation.
The Smile is not invisible. it's just not visible to the standard human eye. To know me and understand my logic. You would have to be me. or be close enough to fully grasp my thoughts.
Through all the thoughs tht run thru my mind, and all the different things i hear
n see. You are the one I can c myself with over all. now tht i kno tht
ive even been relatively on ur mind i shall try harder to see u like i should
hav an hav been doin for quite some time. Will you be my motivation
to push fwd even more? as i play my Fav artist ill definitely contact u
more than i hav now =]
though the extremities of our thoughts are not known in the present the idea we carry precede our inevitable fates, things that can be, succeed and things that should be, fail...so why does the minds eye show us our future and the body's actions conflict? in this world of opposite attraction it seems inaccurate to say this as a fact when it is proven to be an opinion.
the days are passing by ever so slowly like the tortoise and the hare, where time is moving ever so slowly and the body is waiting patiently...while the heart is running fast and the mind is speeding through the streets. having the longing for the sight like a baby for its mother, and the touch like a worker with his tools. though my thoughts may confuse, my words clarify and all is good in the end.
as the final hours begin to dwindle down the heart beats faster, the stomach gets light, the mind wanders, the ears don't listen the eye's don't care to see much else but the one desire you have...as you get closer and closer nothing matters but that touch, the sensation and mutual feeling...
twisting and turning, singing and crying, all these things are a model life coming together and drifting apart a part of the circles of attraction, going the extra mile, saying not from the heart...but with the heart...becoming blind to everyone else, and being happy and not only true to them...but true to yourself...now that...is what L is...welcome back L...it's been a while...
living is a part of life and so is dreaming, while sleeping you have those deep passionate fantasies, while day dreams feel like life is moving in every way you want it to. until you snap back a realize that time hasn't gone anywhere, you haven't gone anywhere. so instead of smiling at day dreams wishing time passed even quicker, i'll close my eyes and have my fantasies take control of my mind for a while Est. 7.4.09
welcome to world of L and its uncontrollable urges, when did you first fall in love with hip hop? I been in love with you since the first day I saw you...and I love you still...I was just scared to say so...and I don't wanna just be your friend no more...[Est. 7.4.09]
the clock is ticking, yet nothing is moving. Sitting here eyes closed the mind knows you're far, but the body feels every touch, kiss and breath you breathe...so why open the eyes and forfeit this dream? because in only a short time it will be real [Est. 7.4.09]
3 birds. you let them all go. 1st comes back but u don't care, 2nd confused comes + goes, 3rd u didn't expect back and cherish the most...roughly 36hours to my happiness number 3 [Est. 7.4.09].
metrocard: $4.50, trip to c my gf: $22, food for the weekend: $20-30, havin a great weekend: priceless...[Est. 7.4.09]
ever been in so close and deep that every time ur there nothin can go wrong even if it does...an every time u let go of their hand for thw fateful depart it gets harder an harder...this is the world of L [Est. 7.4.09]
Interesting nite, slow morning, steady afternoon. grabbin more motivation gotta keep in motion bypassing all those watching with failing expectations. what i do expect is to stand ontop of that stage with all the onlookers cheering me on, congratulating me. Shaking that random gentlemans hand seeing you out in the crow...d with a marvelous smile upon your face. . .put both my arms in the air and shed a tear. Graduation.
The Smile is not invisible. it's just not visible to the standard human eye. To know me and understand my logic. You would have to be me. or be close enough to fully grasp my thoughts.
Through all the thoughs tht run thru my mind, and all the different things i hear
n see. You are the one I can c myself with over all. now tht i kno tht
ive even been relatively on ur mind i shall try harder to see u like i should
hav an hav been doin for quite some time. Will you be my motivation
to push fwd even more? as i play my Fav artist ill definitely contact u
more than i hav now =]
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