I went from play thing to playin' things
Makin' moves to clear my insanity
Waking to my future
Glaring at my past wondering why
How things became so perplexed
For my mind ran like a river
My body cried oceans
My eyes dry like deserts
The heart ready to explode
But I repressed it
The invisible emotion that blinded my thinking
Was swept away with one sip of this poison
With the expectation of confessions
to seep from my lips
There were none
With the thought of this liquid falling
From these dry ducts
there were none
With the passing of seasons
secretly sipping my own poison every chance I got
All for what?
Opening the door to the house of L
Years, months, weeks, days
Hours, minutes, seconds...breaths
All taken with no remorse
And what do you do?
Smile as if it were all fun
Joke as if nothing occurred
Everything came in and disappeared
Losing humanity and becoming a black-hole
Anger, fear, joy, sorrow
All touch and go
The crack that was so long desired
Finally obtained
The humanity returned to this creature
And just as fast as you came
You were gone...
"if you care for something let it go and it is meant for you it shall return"
In letting this go, do I wish for your return?
How much more time was I to keep looking through this dirty window?
Clean your eyes before you try to clean the glass
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