This heavy feeling of pain, anguish
Where does this hollowness come from?
Holding my chest, my heart feels like it will burst
My head shakes
My arms flail
My legs turn to jell-o
But why does my body feel this way and my mind ignore it?
My absent minded thoughts confuse me in ways that are non understandable
The invisible butterflies that are said to exist come and go
While the pain that is left behind is heightened.
You start and stop and set a comfortably confusing pace
A pace I wanted to keep up with, but no more
You speak in words of perfect rhythm
Your words keep my mind spinning like a top
Running like a marathon, and just awe struck like a surprised child
So why do you ask do I despise this amazing feeling?
Because the pain left behind by your words is so great
More painful than the worst type of murder
More painful than torture, not of the body
You unknowingly tortured my mind and locked it in your cage
Now that I've found the key
turned tail and escaped, yet parts of you still reach out
Trying to seduce me to acknowledge you, but fall on deaf ears
In your presence I see through blind eyes so your not there
The nothingness you made me feel has come back to you
It makes my words seem like a sweet remorse
Don't try to hold those thoughts for this big 2-0.
means things of the past that I dropped are outdated, obsolete...
And there are no updates for this system
Rich ~ bklynbull3t
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